Lots of things happening in my life. Have to start individual assignment by this week. and going short trip to batam tmr. I need shopping therapy!!!
Between Adi and me, we are drifting apart. well, thats good.

To adika,
I wish u good luck in everything u do. Please, dont get influence easily. I know how u are actually. I know what u are looking for in life. And one thing is, you will get it if u know how to do it, or maybe, with who. Definitely not with me. My time isnt up yet to do it.

I appreciate whatever u do for me, with me, and to me. U are the best and sweetest guy a gal would ask for, and u are the best boyfriend i have ever had. U made me feel full of love and u made me happy, even though indirectly. U lied to ur parents for me, and spent 3/4 of ur salary on me. I really appreciate everything u did for me. and for that, u are suppose to be with someone better. I know because i am a bad girlfriend. I controlled u too much. I dont allow u to befriend other gals. I dont allow u to lepak2 and stuffs. aBut u have to know i did all that for some reasons. and one of them is not to let u be bad like u are last time. I dont want u to mix ard with that kind of people. But u didnt understand. U thought i m controlling u.

Now, we are drifting apart. And i think that is what u wanted. U wanted me to lead my oown life without u, and u want to lead ur life without me in it. I know that is what u want. believe me, i am trying my best to forget about memories and to let go of ur shadows. I dont love u anymore, seriously, but maybe i am nt over u totally. I think its because i have spent my 17-19yrs old with u in it, without any other guys. Quite hard to start all over again.

Thank you, i really meant it, because u were with me all this while. I have to learn to lead my life alone, again. I missed u, and all the old days, but things have change. U re nt mine anymore.

Even though u hurt me the most, but i Loved u the most.

with loved,
Pu3