I know, from the start, we are still the same.
you told me that ur love has faded away, but deep down inside, there's still love.
I know, u're forcing urself to stop loving me. And u say we have to fight it. We can't let feelings take over our mind. Between you and me, we know, there's a difference, which nobody else might understand. There's a huge gap that made us impossible to be back together again. I understand, but i still couldnt accept it. Yeah, i thought i was over you alrdy. I thought by dating someone else, I might forget about you. I convinced my friends that i have no more feelings towards u anymore.
But...
When our eyes meet, it came back. everything came back. I felt the feelings that i denied. And you confessed too. Im touched when u said, this is the first time u're crying with an ex-gf because of our feelings. yeah, we cried. our tears united. Alot of times, u said u were sorry for breaking up with me. Of course, what can i say. its ur choice and everything's done.
For 1 hr, we're emotional. We talked from hear to heart. I felt satisfied. I felt like we're back like before.
But...
U keep reminding me. Yeah, i know. U're trying to control urself. u're trying not to burst crying. But, i know u better. I know u inside out. ur eyes are red. and there's tears. And i know its ur dad's bdae today. and u're supposed to go KFC at 830pm. But u lied to them and said u're at Lavender when we actually are at skypark. I know u lied for me.

Thanks for the talk.
Thanks for the warm hug we had.
Thanks for the kiss.
Thanks for being there.
Thanks for saying 'i love u' again.

Today is the best thing ever happen since we broke up. we went home holding hands. =)