back to basic. back to be single again. Its been awhilesince i felt pain in the hurt, but today, yeah, the pain was overwhelming. I tried to endure it yesterday. and guess, the pain isstill there.
He gave up.
He told me that we can be special friends.
He told me he couldn't see any future in our relationship.
isn't that hurtful?
Isn't that really hurts the heart when u still have high hopes on him?
I wish he hadn't picked up my calls, so i won't hear the word "break up".
I wish i was dead a minute before he said "break up".
i wish i turn deaf before he say "break up".
And how i wish god takes my life away yesterday night, so i wont have to endure the pain and tears won't drop from my eyes again today.
What should i do, dear God??