At last, 18 oct 2009 did come after all. no matter how hard i pray, it came, and it didnt stop like how i hope it will.

And went for my first tuition class at parc oasis, Jurong east. the kids are not naughty. they still do listen to my instructions. Haha. cute kids they are. and then, rush off to airport. to send Adi to Wallaby. All the wy, i'm like praying...please stop the time... but it just won't.
When i reach there, his family members were there. so, went to his mum, and his mum like introduce me to all the other cousins and stuffs. embarassing lah. aiyo.

and at 2pm, he had to go in alrdy. so..we escort him till the departure immigrtion. urgh. it was a bad feeling. looking at the guy u love hug his cousins, and then his parents.. last but not least, me.. tried hard not to break down, but when one of his uncle tell me "Don't cry lah..", i really broke down. And Adi's ticket was alrdy torn. i knw he wanted to come back to me and console me like what he usually does when i cry, but he can't.
I never think of anything at that moment. I dont want him to go, but eventually, he had to. till his mum patted me, and we're like still waving and waving to him. onc he's done at immigration, he called me just to say stop crying. hmm... now..i feel sad again... haizz....
1 mth to wait for him. 1 mth without any calls from him. 1 mth without any fights with him. can i survive? I'm strong. yes i can. =)
D, i miss u now... i really wish ucanunderstand how i feels. But i knw, we're far away. But i knw, we're close in the heart, right? like u always say... =))