Kidnap my heart.

hurt; thanks to u

Sunday, 6 September 200912:29

Do u knw how hurt it is to hear u say u watch movie with ur "cousin/best friend..or whatever shit" yesterday night without telling me at all, when u knew i was worried for u the whole day? Do u knw that feelings? U eally tortured me last night, ya'knw that? NO, U DON'T.

I was hinting to u after work. I told u i have nothing to do. I wanna watch Final Destination or I Love You, Beth Cooper. And i wanna ask u out after ur work. But u creamed at me for repeating that i'm going home straight after work. So, i kept quiet.

I knew ur ppd ZERO. I knew u have kenduri in the evening. And i didnt disturb u the whole day coz i thought well maybe, u're bz. so i leave u alone yesterday, the whole day.
And guess what at 1130pm? called u and u happly said u're at McD with Nad. 2 of u. 2 of u watched movie together. 2 of u watched at 9-11pm. 2 of u nt back home till its past midnight. Tell me now, what should i feel? what should i be thinking?
And u said ur parents allow 2 of u. And u say her bf allow 2 of u. But did u say i allow 2 of u?
U blamed ur phone ppd. Nad can treat u movie, but can't she lend u her phone? Its just u want it or nt. thats it.
U dont even care bout what i feel rite? When u say it was ur fault, u sounded forced.
Don't say I LOVE YOU, if u don't mean it aite.

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