Should the love takes break?
Tuesday, 25 August 200920:37
Should we have a break from each other?Should I just stop contacting u and vice-versa?Should we just call it off?Should we erase the love?Should we break up?There's alot of wuestions running in my head. And that is all about u. Why are we fighting all the way? Why are we feeling so discomfort? You are the one who say that I should gve u a break. well... and that just makes me think more..How am I without u, without calling u day and night, without calling u during my lunch and after work? Am i going to survive? Am i going to work peacefully thinking what u're doing by urself?And how are u going to be there? Can u get someone to complain about ur daily routines in camp? Who will force u when u're just deliberately stubborn?And will u get bored on ur saturdays when not meeting or having any date with anyone?Its pretty difficult dear.. very difficult for me to cope and think about this. Today, we start off the day with fighting with each other just because u didnt listen to what i'm saying. And when u say u got confinement on saturday while u knew we had bdae party on that day, I replied "I dont care!". And thats when u say i irritate u and u want me to give u a break.Ad for the whole day, we didnt contact each other. Will we be continuing like this from day to day and eventually years and ended up forever? Will the love that blossoms die suddenly? As i told u before, I will let u go if u found ur happiness with someone else outside, but i won't let u go if it makes u miserable.I hate to say that I'm willing to let u go. Let u wander off again. But i have no choice. U have the rights like i do. And until now, we haven't contact each other yet. Why babe?
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