family??
Saturday, 7 March 200916:48
sometimes, parents are assholes till they didnt even realise bout it. like who? like my parents uh. hm. maybe sometimes people see my family as the usual, peaceful one. but...my mum. a staff nurse. night shift. sounds nice right? well... what must i feel when my mum goes to work every weekend nights, and at the same time, the other families are having dinner together? yup, we do have dinners together. thats before her shift got changed from 7 to 7 thing. and, after the night shift, usually she will call me and my bro down to have breakfast together outside. ok, if ur bro wakes up seriously late and will take 1 whole hour to get ready and u're already waiting for him at the front door, whose fault is it when we reach the coffeeshop late? and of course, i will be the wrong one uh. my dad. fire officer. WO1. sounds like big position right? hmm.. yea it is, until he forgotten that at home, he is not facing his juniors and staffs, but he is facing his family members. why i said like that? because he can't even differentiate work and house. we must follow his instructions. and he's like a devil to me. without him, i can still survive. my bro. sec 2. into gangsterism and mat2. i seriously can't talk bout him anymore. he's just practising for hell. isnt wonderful to have colourful family like mine? haha... i'm stuck here. right here. how i wish i would have a job that makes me travel for a few months outside. so i wont face any trouble here. i prefer going out with my friends or even myself rather than sitting at home and watch different2 dramas...LIVE. its not that i want sympathy or blablabla, but i juz can't take it anymore. its the time to gain some peace. pls. for god sake.
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