1st March onwards, my social life will be gone. Going to start work from mon till sun, and off days are only tue and thurs. can u imagine how its goin to look like? heh. And i'm praying hard for diploma, the days will be the same because the off days are fixed. hmm...
Yesterday met gfs.. francine, dwi, nisha and thomas. Shalini couldnt make it. sick. so we crap at komala villa at penin. we are the loudest. even someone choked when hearing our laughter. haha. =)

i find myself lifeless. heh. ok, random.

its been sooo freaking long time since i update my blog lah. hm... been bz with stuffs. and also.. idk what to write about. anw, i bought a new hp.. N97 MINI! yay! haha...its soo damn cool lah...

Hmm... knowing some handful people...in my list..deleting one by one away. and i nd Adi is drifted miles apart alrdy. =) and guess what, i think i totally get over him. and no more hopes on him. i swear!

I am currently unemployed! wth! still finding jobs...-_-
doing nothing at home. haha. o, got assignmens to do. heh. just remembered.

Lots of things happening in my life. Have to start individual assignment by this week. and going short trip to batam tmr. I need shopping therapy!!!
Between Adi and me, we are drifting apart. well, thats good.

To adika,
I wish u good luck in everything u do. Please, dont get influence easily. I know how u are actually. I know what u are looking for in life. And one thing is, you will get it if u know how to do it, or maybe, with who. Definitely not with me. My time isnt up yet to do it.

I appreciate whatever u do for me, with me, and to me. U are the best and sweetest guy a gal would ask for, and u are the best boyfriend i have ever had. U made me feel full of love and u made me happy, even though indirectly. U lied to ur parents for me, and spent 3/4 of ur salary on me. I really appreciate everything u did for me. and for that, u are suppose to be with someone better. I know because i am a bad girlfriend. I controlled u too much. I dont allow u to befriend other gals. I dont allow u to lepak2 and stuffs. aBut u have to know i did all that for some reasons. and one of them is not to let u be bad like u are last time. I dont want u to mix ard with that kind of people. But u didnt understand. U thought i m controlling u.

Now, we are drifting apart. And i think that is what u wanted. U wanted me to lead my oown life without u, and u want to lead ur life without me in it. I know that is what u want. believe me, i am trying my best to forget about memories and to let go of ur shadows. I dont love u anymore, seriously, but maybe i am nt over u totally. I think its because i have spent my 17-19yrs old with u in it, without any other guys. Quite hard to start all over again.

Thank you, i really meant it, because u were with me all this while. I have to learn to lead my life alone, again. I missed u, and all the old days, but things have change. U re nt mine anymore.

Even though u hurt me the most, but i Loved u the most.

with loved,
Pu3

" Happy Valentines day to u, putri. Even though u are a silent killer, u are still lucky to see me alive within ur side. But stop loving me, thank you. Ur love is a weapon that hurts my life."

Muhammad Adika
14 February 2010, 1201am.

ok, i know, its been freaking long time since i blog. Got a real hectic schedule! Seriously, had no time to touch my lappy till yesterday. Anyway, got assignments to do, exams to revise, night classes, sat course..gosh, no life seh. Heh. Anw yesterday, finally met up my gfs. Ok, only 2/5. Went to have lunch at little india..we had naans! Heee...then went to invade nisha's shop..oops...nisha's mother in law shop. Haha..we brought luck! I think she got some big sales coming in yesterday..haha.. thats an indication we have to invade her workplace again!