Kidnap my heart.

hari raya at Dwi's

Saturday, 26 September 200922:34

Today, after work, i met Adi at workplace before going to jalan raya at Dwi's ard hougang area. Today went smooth and pretty well. Uploaded the pics in fb. waiting for my dear friends to upload theirs. =)
But otw home in the train, well, i, nisha and Adi talked. talked about relationship. ANd it makes me cry again when it reminded me of the NAD case. urgh. Please dear heart, let go of it. I already forgive him, but i don't think i'llforget about that incident soon. or maybe a whole lifetime. so thats all for tdy. and tmr, i'll rest at home before resuming back to work on mnday. Oh shit, by monday, i have to decide whether to continue or get lost. headache!!!

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love strong there.

Tuesday, 22 September 200916:16

Happy 7th mth anniversary to PuDi!

i love u, u love me, we are happy family
with a big hug and a kiss from me to u, muaaahh!
won't u say u love me too!

how hurtful u did to me, how far u go from me...
i LOVE u. and i mean it. =)

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PuDi. still available?

Monday, 21 September 200921:42

Putri and Adi. PuDi. Is that name still available? Are we still on?

u seems different now. U don't contact me, unless if i contact u. Sometimes, u dont pick up my calls. and most times, u dont reply me. I can understand its hari raya. and u're doing preparation. i can understand that. But whyy can i have time for u, but u cant?
Whyy must u msg me saying that i'm the queen, and i can conquer everything including urself? u knw u immuned with that alrdy right?
Nw, there's no late night calls. There's no jokes between us. there seems to be a wall parting us. is that true? looking forward for ur next call/sms.
still perserverly waiting here, cold.

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my scandal: cisco

21:33

at work, there's this guy..working as cisco..security at our section.
for the past 3 weeks or so, he kept starring at me. and that was freaky.and so...nothing happen.
And tdy, after 3 weeks, he and me talk.
haha. everybody says he likes me. LOL. that was FUNNY.
and on fri, he did some origami thingy. and i gt shirt and swan out of RM1 and paper. creative!
And before i gt off, he said, "kirim salam pada mak eh!"...(send my regards to ur mum)

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hari raya

20:59

selamat hari raya to all of u!

First of all, i wanna say something that i have kept a long time ago.

What is hari raya? any great meaning of it? For me, or even my family, especially me, hari raya is just a normal day. Wake up in the morning, eat, go online for awhile while waiting for mummy to wake up, bath, wear baju raya, make up here and there, go out of house in the aftnn, go to nenek/pakcik house at gombak, sit ard and slack till evening or night, then go home. and its done fr hari raya.

Can u feel what i felt? how hari raya is? whyy people soo looking forward for it?
The only difference is that we cn start eating normally, get duit raya, gather ard with family and say sorrie. thats all.
For my whole lifetime, i never look forward for any hari raya occasion. heh.

2nd day, which is tdy, went to cemetery. lucky its nt hot. looks like goin to rain.

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2 in 1

Thursday, 17 September 200920:39

I knw the title sounds wierd, but its true. I watched 2 movies today. =)
Well, it was supposed to be a grp meeting, but it was cancelled and bcame a date for me and Adi. =)
so took half day leave tdy. And met Adi at Outram park ard 1230 to had to Orchard cinleisure. Watched THE UGLY TRUTH at 130pm and continued with I LOVE U BETH COOPER. both are superb! hehe... must bring ur bf/gf to watch it too...

Then we head back home ard 6pm coz i wanna break fast at home instead. otw, i bought chicken rice for family.

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Clark Quay

Tuesday, 15 September 200921:39

yesterday night, met my gfs and thomas. We break fast at LJS. nd my shrimp jumped down the floor!!! ='(

Then Adi join us at CQ mrt to meet AJ for last time. and we sent her to mrt.
so as usual, we create chaos in the MRT. hahaha. u guys knw what i meeant. Look at the pics in fb for more info. =)

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Last Day.

Sunday, 13 September 200912:24

Yesterday, went to Vivo to meet my besties. =)
As usual, we spent the whole day at Skypark. And it was so kecoh.
It was suppose to be the final meeting for us and AJ, but i guess they're planning another meetup before wed.
pics are all in FB. check it out! =)

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JB/cuzzy day.

Thursday, 10 September 200913:18

yesterday, I went to JB with mummy, adik, cuzzy Irah and auntie. =)
We went to shop for my hari raya shoes. and kuih raya. =)
So...gt 12 types of kuih bought last night at JB. and most of them is choco..hehe...
At about 6pm, we head to PUTERI PAN PACIFIC HOTEL. Lepak2 there for awhile before going to our table. Booked. andwe gt the 1st 3 row. =)
The food is...awesme! From western to BBQ to kampong, everything's there. Drink? 12 diff type of juices and syrups. haha. seriously damn worth it for RM80/person. =)
And we went out from the hotl ard 930pm and head back to singapore. Waiting for my cuzz to upload the pics in fb! grrrr!!!

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A nightlife date with a retard.

11:33

Sooooo in LOVE! =))

Had a date with my Adika at Vivo..well, watched movie..FINAL DESTINATION.
Urgh. The sight of those deaths taken place really make me feel sick. really sick. WARNING: Don't eat before watching. =) serious.
And it ended at 915pm. So we went to Skypark to eat our LJS. Actually, we sneaked LJS into cinema. thx to my bag. =) But, the story is too grossed till we cnt eat. haha. ok.
And at skypark, we were like randomly taking pics, eating, watching people. till about 1030pm then we head to the mrt slowly. SLOWLY. =)
And i reached home at about 1145pm. Lucky mummy didnt make noises. she knew where i was going though. hee...
Pics uploading soon in fb..erm..if i'm nt lazy lah....;)

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settled?

Monday, 7 September 200922:34

Met Adi after work just now. its a last min plan. At Outram. And we fought again. Because he thought we're gonna watch movie, but i wanted to go home. and there we go again. Again and again.
Alang2 dah gadoh, baik luah semua kali. And i argued wth hym about his 'bestfriend', Nad and stuffs. And now. i think its settled. well, maybe 2/3 settled. There's still the wound in my heart. It will heal slowly i guess.
And maybe tmr go watch movie, if he's nt bz.
And one of my besty, AJ, is goin back to Brunei on 16th. Arrrgghhh!!! And this sat, we're gonna meet her for the last time.
The best part, she say she's nt coming back to singapore. Brunei for good. wa lau. Thank you, AJ. u just made my day just nw. =((
work sucks. really sucks. random. blablabla.
too sleepy now. gdnite. adioz.

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hurt; thanks to u

Sunday, 6 September 200912:29

Do u knw how hurt it is to hear u say u watch movie with ur "cousin/best friend..or whatever shit" yesterday night without telling me at all, when u knew i was worried for u the whole day? Do u knw that feelings? U eally tortured me last night, ya'knw that? NO, U DON'T.

I was hinting to u after work. I told u i have nothing to do. I wanna watch Final Destination or I Love You, Beth Cooper. And i wanna ask u out after ur work. But u creamed at me for repeating that i'm going home straight after work. So, i kept quiet.

I knew ur ppd ZERO. I knew u have kenduri in the evening. And i didnt disturb u the whole day coz i thought well maybe, u're bz. so i leave u alone yesterday, the whole day.
And guess what at 1130pm? called u and u happly said u're at McD with Nad. 2 of u. 2 of u watched movie together. 2 of u watched at 9-11pm. 2 of u nt back home till its past midnight. Tell me now, what should i feel? what should i be thinking?
And u said ur parents allow 2 of u. And u say her bf allow 2 of u. But did u say i allow 2 of u?
U blamed ur phone ppd. Nad can treat u movie, but can't she lend u her phone? Its just u want it or nt. thats it.
U dont even care bout what i feel rite? When u say it was ur fault, u sounded forced.
Don't say I LOVE YOU, if u don't mean it aite.

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stress.

Wednesday, 2 September 200920:46

Resumed to work as usual today. and welcomed by some bad stories and news. thanks alot.

First of all, found out Raha and Aza arguing over something. secondly, my pay will be rolled up on 15 sept, 15 days later than my friends. Thirdly, sisters especially NC PUSPA, was angry at us because 4 of us MC yesterday, left 3 of them running here and there, bz...

anw, no mood to say anything. oh ya, another bad news, Adi is nt going on 23 oct, but 18 oct...18 OCT!!! GRRRRRR......

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Tuesday, 1 September 200922:06

When i thought about 23rd oct which is nearing, I hope time will stop passing by on the 22nd. so, u would not leave me alone here and i will still have u. i doubt that will happen rite?

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