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kidnapmyheart
Take me away cause falling in love ain't very far
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shut up and sit down
Pu3
16 feb/Aquarius baby
18 years living in Spore
Working part time/waiting for school entry
Heart kidnapped =)

affiliates
hook me up
nisha
Dwi
iirah
kak radin
Rima melati
Adam AF2
SMFS
Joe Flizzow
mj12
Linda Onn
Francine
Andrea Fonseka
Athirah
Syafiqah

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scream your lungs

memories
scary flashbacks
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sick.
Monday, 31 August 200916:17
urgh. today hibernate at home. well, nt really. Went to work to hand up my timesheet. Salary's cming!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha...Down with fever... and non-stopping cough. +hurtful eyes. aiyoooooo....=(
I'm bored. somebody, entertain me. thx.
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Esmirada, thank you.
Sunday, 30 August 200912:12
Had a real fun yeterday nite! my facebook pics tells all! =)

Met my bf at cityhall and we went to orchard together to meet others. and we're the first to reach!!
After that it was nisha, thomas, AJ, and followed by last but nt least, francine. We head to AJ's apartment. Seriously, its damn nice place. Looks like hotel and chalet mann. And we spent the whole day at GAME ROOM, located at 3/32 floor. =)
We played pool a few rounds at $2 for a game, and spent the evening watching hindustan. haha. so cool. From the seat to the floor, we conquered the whole place. hehe. =))
And then, at 712pm, I, adi and dwi break our fast by just drinking from vending machine. And then, we head down to Esmirada, located beside Orchard Hotel. So, we waited for AJ's mum and friends to come, by taking lots and lots of pics! afte 1/2 hr, we're heading inside the restaurant which looks spooky because they use candles as lights.
We ate stuffs like prawn kebab, chicken and fish kebab, garlic bread, mussels and more... it was sooo damn delicious lah!
And at 1030pm, we left the place. guess what time i reached home? 12am! exactly 12am!
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usual days.
Thursday, 27 August 200921:10
Today is just a usual day for me. hmm... tiring and tiring and tiring.. haiiz.. no more better words to describe it.
And me and Adi is ok alrdy. I can't say its 100%. too hard for me to describe. It's just ok and we alrdy starting to laugh and joke like before.=)
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can we be much more better?
Wednesday, 26 August 200921:32
And we talked. Yes, we talked yesterday night, after i called him. But, we continue to argue till 11pm. But it was settled abit before we went to sleep. Hmm..and in the morning juz now, we're 70% normal. well... i dont know what to think about this. Should we just continue and keep fighting...or move on with life without each other?

Of course, we can't live with each other, neither can we live without each other.

I love you. thats all i can say. 3 words to define my feelings. how mad i am to u, i will never hate u. U knw that right? U knw clearly how my heart is. U owned it and u hold it. And i dont wanna it back. Take it with u wherever u go.
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Should the love takes break?
Tuesday, 25 August 200920:37
Should we have a break from each other?
Should I just stop contacting u and vice-versa?
Should we just call it off?
Should we erase the love?
Should we break up?

There's alot of wuestions running in my head. And that is all about u. Why are we fighting all the way? Why are we feeling so discomfort? You are the one who say that I should gve u a break. well... and that just makes me think more..

How am I without u, without calling u day and night, without calling u during my lunch and after work? Am i going to survive? Am i going to work peacefully thinking what u're doing by urself?

And how are u going to be there? Can u get someone to complain about ur daily routines in camp? Who will force u when u're just deliberately stubborn?And will u get bored on ur saturdays when not meeting or having any date with anyone?

Its pretty difficult dear.. very difficult for me to cope and think about this. Today, we start off the day with fighting with each other just because u didnt listen to what i'm saying. And when u say u got confinement on saturday while u knew we had bdae party on that day, I replied "I dont care!". And thats when u say i irritate u and u want me to give u a break.

Ad for the whole day, we didnt contact each other. Will we be continuing like this from day to day and eventually years and ended up forever? Will the love that blossoms die suddenly? As i told u before,

I will let u go if u found ur happiness with someone else outside, but i won't let u go if it makes u miserable.

I hate to say that I'm willing to let u go. Let u wander off again. But i have no choice. U have the rights like i do. And until now, we haven't contact each other yet. Why babe?
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same old days.
Monday, 24 August 200921:02
Happy bdae to my bro! 14 alrdy huh? grow up and be more matured will ya??

Haha...anyway...past few days are juz the same old thing. Its just different because of fasting month. and i'm gonna start fasting tmr! yeah! hehe..my head really hurts now...god!!! Whyyyyyyyyyyy???
So anyway, bf annoyed me just now. Was watching miss Universe with his friends at camp while talking to me on the line. And he keep complimenting and cursing at the models' breast! I repeat, While TALKING to ME, his GF! urgh!
And work is jst the same. still finding and finding another job. Still can't find one that suits me. Well, i gonna start school at SMa on 6 oct. What a long way to go! And.. had to do my FOUNDATION all over again...like WTF!!!
So...
Hope I can tahan my hunger tmr. hehe...=D
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Late night date.
Friday, 21 August 200921:58
Its not easy to meet Adi at night, coz of tiredness and work. And so, to celebrate our 6th month anniversary that falls tmr, yesterday we watched THE PROPOSAL at Suntec City. The story is superb even though the ending is expected alrdy. couples should watch it, really. =)
And i reached home at 11pm. =)) I know, i know...its late... what to do...hehehe....=D

And tdy, we met at Clementi to check out the tiny shopping mall. Hmm... nothing much there. so... I'm lazy to upload the pics....
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will love conquer all?
Wednesday, 19 August 200910:05
Got a news that my sec sch classmate, whose gf is my classmate too, just parted of a week ago. And when i read their blogs, i found ot that both of them do support each other in not blaming for themselve. isnt that sweet?
And that make me think about me and Adi. Will we survive till the end of the world? Or will we separate to search for better things? I wonder if Adi is the one whose going to be wih me when i success in life. I'm thinking whether is Adi the on whose going to hold my hands while we walk to the hospital for doctor appointment bcause of old age illness.
For both of us, fighting and arguing is common. so common till it affect us if we DID NOT fight for 1 day.
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BBQ fun!
Sunday, 16 August 200914:49
Awesome day yesterday!

the day started off with me going to work at 730..imagine that early!!! =)) *so proud of myself*
and carring all thos stuffs with me to work is so annoying. luckily, there's yanie to help me up. thanks babe!
soooo...
Adi reached my workplace at 1122! amazing! hahaha... thats a compliment btw..=)
and we go together to hougang and meet up nisha, frannie and shalini, who have been waiting for us for about...1/2 hr?
and we went to frannie's house to mess up her kitchen. and her mum even join us! =)
at 130pm, we wlk to punggol park, which is located across the street. sonear seh! i jealous!!
to set the things up is a challenge for us because Nisha was there. So, guess those who knw her will understand how we faced alot of obstacles.. hehe... oops..did nisha read this?

and so...AJ came at 230..juz when we succeed in lighting the candles up. and the party begans!

so...it rained halfway thru. well, we hav to go over the place to search for shelter. hmm..
overall, we had loads of fun! go to my facebook for the pics yeah! =)
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my gfs.
Sunday, 9 August 200911:51
Went to VivO yesterday after wrk. and as usual, Nisha will be the latest. she came 15 mins later. thank you, Nisha, u're lucky i didn't eat u up. =)
And we went to have lunch at banquet. Had claypot. And Nisha had to do some dramatic action again. She touched the claypot and burnt the finger. At last, we walked away from there with Nisha putting the swollen fingers in a cup of ice cubes. Have she learnt her lesson? She answered," Lessons are not meant to be learnt".

And then, we went to skypark. Our usualplace was so damn hot, so we wnt to sit at some sheltered place, and its right infront of a gym. Good show for them! =D

anw, we're planning for a farewell party for AJ. maybe, sat? If we get to book some last min pit. hmm... gonna torture Adi to help me with marinating and carrying the things. hehehe...*evil laugh*.

and tmr i'm working!!! arrrgh!! gonna plan someday to go giant with Nisha. hmm... when am i not tired to go out after work? hm...
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new hp
Wednesday, 5 August 200918:14
Can't believe it! I got my Samsung F-480 pink for $300!
An now, i'm stll mendling on it. =)

today got an mc for my leg. so woke up at bout 9am. Oh shit, tmr working! aaaaarrgghh!
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10:06
Crap! I spraint my ankle! urgh!
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Jasbir, I got a School!
Sunday, 2 August 200914:35
Dear Jasbir,

I am writing this specially to you, well, just in case you think that i've forgotten about you. Things are getting very2 GREAT for me now. As part of the world know, maybe I got off to SMa. I repeat, SMa. Well, I hope I get to see that face you've just made while reading this. haizz.. too bad... anyway, I just wanna inform you that you're officialy the LOSER now. Sooner or later, you'll be handed to the police with all your gangs. and that means...*you know who*. Tell HIM there's no need to engage a lawyer to protect himself because he is just digging his own grave. And I'm grateful that you're an enemy to us, Jasbir, because you're not worth to be a trusted friend of us.

sincerely,
Pu3
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