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kidnapmyheart
Take me away cause falling in love ain't very far
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shut up and sit down
Pu3
16 feb/Aquarius baby
18 years living in Spore
Working part time/waiting for school entry
Heart kidnapped =)

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iirah
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and i'm so tired.
Tuesday, 30 June 200916:33
thinking about everything that happened, from school, it's just like a massive bomb exploded on me. What i want to achieve, what i hope for, what i dream of, everything seems to ruin in a split second just because of a newspaper article. Whoever i trust, whatever I hold on, turn into a nasty nightmare that keeps haunting me till nw, well, not only in my dreams, but in reality. I doubt that any of my friends..erm..LOYAL friends, do feel what i feel now. because of what happen, I'm all stress up and I just can't think of anything now. What is the right thing to do? find out about what really happen? or find out what this can lead to? or just sit down and keep quiet?

In whatever ways I try, everything seems to be wrong. I'm at fault in calling the Stamford College to find out, I'm at fault in replying Jasbir's mail. I'm at fault, even, in keeping quiet without doing anything. Seriously, everything has become a mess for me. and i hate myself for not even dare to look up on Jasbir.

So, what's the conclusion now? Run away from here? or sit back, relax, and watch whatever is happening? hm... headache2 now... really, its getting up my nerve. Well, i won't sit back. I will fight for my rights. that is where I stand.

and...I am so bladdy tired on what's going on. I am. believe me. Please. I need a break.
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sch.
14:49
You are an idiot, and i'm not scared of u nor ur threats.
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Sunday, 28 June 200911:23
Remember, in everything u do, there's an outcome of it.
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fake.
Saturday, 27 June 200919:21
So nw u and the whole grp knws that i BLOG about u? haha! congrats again! u're correct mann!
btw...

DO U THINK I CARE?

well well well.... I think u guys knw me quite well. and i have the right to write anything i feel like writing here...
"Don't worry, nobody's going to blog about u". wow...thats a wrong interpretation man. Again, u proved ur stupidity.
oh well, do u want me to comment bout the "briefing" happened yesterday? sure, its my pleasure. =)

Dan is a bias and sarcastic man. well, i don't mind about that. but...maybe the law will. maybe i and my grp just keep quiet bout it in the room, but dont think we won't do anything. and u think i dont dare? well, let me prove it by typing all the names involved in ur grp.

.............

dont think i'm scared coz my LOYAL friends told me to erase off the bladdy names.
.............

hm..maybe u won by getting them under ur spell, but remember J, it won't be long. sooner or later, i'll come and visit ALL of u, erm..specifically, Dan and J, in the prison. ooohhh... or so, the court.
Come on, get a life will u? stop being bias. yeah, i recorded everything. and that will be a prove. and whyy did u guys locked the door? coz u guys f**king inside huh?
Let me get u right, everything is under police case...BIG POLICE CASE. so..prepare, get ready, pack ur clothes..ooohh..no need for that. they have it in the prison. oh ya, eat whatever u want nw..beefore the time come. =)
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is my future ruined??
Thursday, 25 June 200915:53
and the school has aloot to explain to us.
and the school has constraint time to plan their fairytales.
and the school owed us billions of $.

about the fake degree.
about the fake certificates.
about the fake school.
about the fake stories created all this time.

and fuck u, jasbir. U're an idiot. congrats, u won THIS time. but not OTHER times.
U wasted our time, and ur time too. how much did they pay u to become their spy?? worth it??
stupid. idiot. fool. bustard. I swear i won't trust u anymore. all my lifetime. go to hell, jasbir.
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assignment: stress!
Tuesday, 23 June 200922:13
I've no idea what to write for my assignment! can u imagine that?? due date is this thursday! omg!!! SOS call!!!!

hmm... this few weeks, i spent alot of times with him. =) thats a gd thing, though. hehe. saturday planning to see sec sch friends at jurong point. well, Adi wants to bring me to watch transformer 2 with his parents. hmm.. how to coordinate this nicely? i'll think bout it. =)

ok, while i'm typing this here, i gt a msg from Adi, swearing at his seargent and NS thingy. that...became my bedtime story alrdy. He never try to like NS in the first place. haiyo. boredboredbored. =$

anw, gonna continue my assignment...if i can. and after that, talk to adi till late night. watch tv and go to bed. tmr wake up, bath, do assignment, breakfast, watch tv, go out to fetch Adi at boon lay as he has doct appt at NUH, go home, do assignment, eat dinner and blablabla...
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lovely day
Sunday, 21 June 200911:13
yesterday, had a date with my beloved Adika at marina square's McCafe. we celebrated 4th mth ann. i gt 2 roses, yellow and red and a card, creatively done by him.
hmm...see how creative he is right? so..we had lots of fun yesterday. watch night at the museum 2. damn lame but funny! =))
oh, other than that, something dissapointing happened.
I lost my laptop. stupid fool. whoever took my laptop will die soon. hit and run accident. idiot. grrrrrrr.....nw how am i goin to tell this to my parents? well, i'm not ready soon. so..wait and see then. more pics? go to my tagged or facebook. they're up there. =))
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KL, not enough of u!
Thursday, 11 June 200912:44
KL is just sooo amazing! =))
I wanna go there again!

hahaha. so my whole family reached at about 4pm. and we went to our hotel, which is in the middle of petaling street. great choice! when u get out of the hotel, there's loads to shop.
and we reached back to our hotel at 12am. =)

2nd day, went to KLCC and masjid india. shop for raya clothes. and then to KLCC to our fav shop, Mark & Spencer. =) spent alot there. seriously alot.
hm..we had our dinner at delifrance.

i think i'll upload the pics in fb. so, take a peep there aite. =)
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stress!!!
Sunday, 7 June 200911:19
today is quite a stress day for me. Had to push myself to write at least 500 words on my assignment in order to have a peace of mind while holiday-ing.
oh ya.. i'm gonna go for holiday in KL from Mon till wed. thursday will be back here just to rest and on Friday till Mon, gonna go kelantan and terengganu. wahhh...sounds so tiring seh... how?? i miss my class, i miss the lectures (and laurence say its important topic). oh, and i miss hym too.. hehe.. sorry dear, i'll buy u something aite?
so, i hope i will at least have fun shopping there.. hm.. so, when i'm back, i'll have loads of stories to blog about! =))
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rush, rush, rush
Saturday, 6 June 200915:48
today, i spent my mornings at adi's house.. yess i know, again... had breakfast that is bee hoon soto at his house.. and his parents went out 10mins after i reach. somebody passed away.
so, left me n him only. we watched movies, eat rice and egg sambal. =)
after that, i did my assignment for awhile, and i succeed in typing 1 sentence. thanks to my beloved bf.
then at 130pm, we went out together. i'm supposed to meet my friends at cityhall at 1pm. hehe... so sorrie gals.. =))
and then, i went to school, after that, to library. should be get home at night, presumably, by 9pm, well, i guess. =)
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relaxing day.
Thursday, 4 June 200920:19
today is one of my perfect day with Adi.

woke up at 9am, and went out at 10am to go to bedok, visiting my beloved (soon-to-be husband,) muhammad adika. =))

so..i reach bedok at 11+am... wait for Adi at bedok interchange, and we went to breakfast at LJS. i ate this huge nugget that cost me 450 bucks. yummy yum yum! after that, we went around bedok area, bought his ppd card, and took the bus to his house.

when we reached his house, he got abit of prob with his seargant, so he went to talk to him otp. and i watch this VCD cartoon. FYI, its his. ;)

so, after awhile, his dad came home from work. cooked fried rice for us. yummy! nice and hot! =) and then, we talked crap for the whole day.

i went out to go home at about 5pm. waited for his mum at the busstop. pity her, rushed from work just to meet me. =)
When she's there, she gave me 20 bucks to pay for my taxi fare. thank you auntie!!! i owe u one!

and there, it ends happily. Adi sent me to bedok mrt station. =))
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worried sick. =$
Wednesday, 3 June 200922:15
in the morning, when i was getting ready for sch, suddenly my bf sms me.
"I'm warded at ward 42, bed 39."
and i called him immediately.

and so, just because of 1 stupid headache he complaint yest, he was sent to NUH. and he would be sent to MRI (brain scanning) nxt wk.

gosh. so, i didnt go to class, and instead, went to NUH to see him. well, the visiting hours were from 12pm to 8pm, but i reached there at 10am. and luckily, nobody seems to stop me. =)

so...he was discharged juz now..at about 1pm. and his mum came all the way from work. just to sign medisave form. poor thingy. =)

so..went to his camp at Pasir Laba to take his things. and his mum pay for my taxi fares. all the way to camp and to home. thank you auntie! =))

so get well soon dear. i know u're happy u gt 2 wks MC to sit at home. prepare for the worst aite dear. =)
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assignment in progress!
Tuesday, 2 June 200920:30
Assignment in progress!

hmm... so.. today suddenly i feel so enthusiastic to start my assignment.. haha.. of course i have to start it now.. the due date is less than a month. =)

so.. i started to do some research online.. thinking of goin to the national library weekend. hmm.. how??? need journals to do.. but i found few journals and articles online too.. quite interesting..hm.. REBT.. quite interesting therapy. but there's not much thing to talk bout it leh..

oh shit, tmr lecture sia.. aiyo.. getting ready for my ears to bleed. hehe..=))

hm... what else to talk bout? ooohhh...today Adi goin to jungle and will be back on Fri.. haiya.. sorry dear, i dont think i'm meeting u this fri night.. saturday is confirm right? Say NO and u die. =)
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